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Still
August 28, 2008
I am still utterly amazed and astounded at the depth of love that we two share. It is never more apparent than when I am feeling myself literally coming "undone" and my beautiful soul mate is there to patiently and diligently piece me back together with his artful expertise of kindness, understanding and true, unbridled love.
I wonder so often, "does he truly know, can he actually comprehend this great wealth of love and appreciation I have for his steadfastness, his beauty, his gift of love that wraps me in such warmth and security that I feel so completely comforted when I need it most?"
When I was a child, trying so hard to grow into a woman, I never even believed in the so called, "knight in shining armor"--but now that I am this woman who so often teeters back into being a child, aching for a semblance of understanding and comprehension on why I am here, why I am still in a world that I am not even sure I belong in--this beautiful man comes riding up on his gorgeous white horse, his armor as shiny and bright as any I've read about in fairy tales and he brings to me the most beautiful and marvelous gift that I could ever hope to receive. It is the gift of his time, his patience, his understanding and his love and the most precious of all, his acceptance.
My greatest wish, my prayer, my dream is to give back to him all the wonders and joy and gifts that he so willfully gives to me. To see true happiness in his eyes whenever I peer so lovingly into his face and to see his beautiful smile and know that I help put it in his heart.
He is my love, my amazing and wonderful knight in shining armor who has helped me so many times to realize that yes, I do belong here in this time, in this place and yes, all is truly well in my world--so long as I have his love, his devotion and his touch.
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