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feeling displaced
August 28, 2008
Do you get the feeling that you are being ignored despite the fact your already openly telling your partner that there is something wrong with you, like i'm feeling different for the past two weeks, i have been eating more than usual and ivei'veen drinking allot more than what i would allow myself but instead of asking whats wrong mahal(love)? lets talk about it, but instead he'd rather ignore the topic and talk about something else and act as if nothing significant was said. My back ground music is paul potts, he is an amazing opera singer love his music but i'm starting to get more depress! i wish i had the courage to tell him hey! "i'm tired of this" "this is not working out for us" but i cant i'm scared! this is pathetic! for the past 2 years all he has made me do was wait wait wait and most of the time its for nothing. this is such a sad story. Today is just one of those times where i feel much alone than usual. |
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