|Breath just breath|
April 2, 2014
I came into work this morning and something I set up last night with a new admission did not go through the way ti was supposed to. Very Frusterating. I wass thnking about my dad again this mornig. My relationship with him has never been all that great. I mean when I was very young I remember good times with him I rember being happy I do. I just also rememebr when he changed. Right after my parents got seperated a n d back together. When they got back together he became a different guy more of an asshole. Just a real business oriented guy the type of guy I pray I never become although there are times when I see myself in him. I hate that I truly do. I appreciate the doors he has opened ffor me. I make a great living, mor emoney then I ever have before. I just will never have the realtionship with my dad I always wanted the one where he has my back no matter what. So yea thats my dail rant. I am just pissed this morning. My admission not coming in makes me mad. I wonder if the doctor put the keibosh on it. She hates this place and some of her hatered is founded some of it is not but still I have done nothing but be nice to her. You would think she would not fuck with me .