Today is December 18, 2017
Join Now! | Home | Sign in | FAQ | Help
Next Chapter in the Book of LIfe by Tigerink
 
December 2017
     12
3456789
10111213141516
17181920212223
24252627282930
31      


December 2017
November 2017
October 2017
September 2017
August 2017
July 2017
June 2017
May 2017
April 2017
March 2017
February 2017
December 2016
November 2016
October 2016
September 2016
August 2016
July 2016
June 2016
May 2016
April 2016
March 2016
February 2016
January 2016
December 2015
November 2015
October 2015
September 2015
August 2015
July 2015
June 2015
May 2015
April 2015
March 2015
February 2015
January 2015
December 2014
November 2014
October 2014
September 2014
August 2014
July 2014
June 2014
May 2014
April 2014
March 2014
February 2014
January 2014
December 2013
November 2013
October 2013
September 2013
August 2013
July 2013
June 2013
May 2013
April 2013
March 2013
February 2013
January 2013
December 2012
November 2012
October 2012
September 2012
August 2012
July 2012
June 2012
May 2012
April 2012
March 2012
February 2012
January 2012
December 2011
November 2011
October 2011
September 2011


December 4, 2017

my daughter called late last night.. her legs and arms and feet hurt so bad.. she could hardly stand it and made an appointment with her MS doc.. she said to me "could dad go with me" which i knew she wanted me .. so i cancelled my shopping day which she felt bad and i told her "you are the most important person in my life..shopping can be done any time" she admitted she was scared.. she has never hurt this bad and she had me drive which she never does..

they are going to do another miri next week.. and she had a steroid infusion then we went to get something to eat.. and i just got home.. it is 5pm i left the house at 10 it was a long day for her..

it is hard to sit there and watch these people come in and out.. in wheel chairs and walkers and canes.. i sat in the waiting room for the 2 hours of the infusion..

sometimes i queston God.. and why this is happening to her.. she is a good kid.. never gave me any trouble.. is so kind .. i just don't understand.. i won't be here to help her and that is the worse feeling in the world.. she may be 36 this year but she will always be my baby..

the steroid infusion made her feel better right away.. so that is good...


it just doesn't seem fair..

the guy she is dating.. his friends mom has MS and he talked to his buddy because my daughter is tired alot.. that is so common with MS .. he told my daughter that the pain goes with it and why does she need to see the doctor?? really???? sometimes he gives me a pain in my ass

she has never been in this much pain and she confessed to me she trip going up the basement stairs.. she didn't hurt her self

and she didn't touch her nose .. that is one thing they always do amongst other.. and she missed her nose with her left side..

i called husband to keep him informed .. he was mother his mother.. he didn't sound too happy and he sounded tired.. and he whispered in the phone "serenity now" which was from seinfield.. that told me he has had enough of his mother.. he has been there all day .. he left the same time i did..

he said he was overwhelmed.. there was just so much stuff.. so it took all day just to get her to the new place and the stuff she had to have..

he will be tired when he gets home..

worse part.. while i sat there a women and her son came in .. she was 100 years old.. yes.. 100 years old.. had on small heels and walked and steady all by herself.. you would never believe it..

I just can't fix my daughters life.. i want to so bad.. i just want to fix it.. like i always have done.. but i just can't fix it..

 
Login to select
your favorite journals

PrevTopNext
 
 

Visit my Forum

© Website Copyright 2017 by My-Journal.com
© Journal Content Copyright 2017 by the Author
 
Terms of Service Agreement
 
Privacy Policy