April 20, 2017
So I'm still looking for a full-time job. I just can't believe I haven't found anything yet, and trust me, I've been trying.
Technically, I DO have a job, but there's no hours to be had. They're giving me 2 or 3 shifts a week at 5 hours each. THAT'S not going to pay my bills and get me back into my house.
I did just get an email from a private pay site I'm on - full-time at a wage that would be satisfactory to me. PRAY it works out; I need this.
In other news - I lost my wedding ring. Absolutely no clue what I did with it. It's not in the last place I remember having it. Sucks. I'm slightly worried, but confident at the same time that it will show up eventually.
He and I talk almost everyday.
He's a really nice guy.
And no...still nothing sexual. Yet.
I keep saying that.
It's the truth.
I don't WANT this to turn sexual even though I'm pretty sure it will. They always do, don't they?
Everyone has an agenda. Everyone wants what they want. And usually...from me...it's sex.
My question to myself is....what am I going to do when it DOES turn sexual? Am I going to give in...like I always have in the past?