November 20, 2017
Seems my writing here is sporadic at best.
I WANT to write more...everyday actually...but I find I don't always have something to say.
Of course, some may disagree with that. haha
Job is going REALLY well.
Except for the childish drama one of my co-workers is creating.
She's jealous over the relationship our other two co-workers are forming. It's childish and elementary-school behavior, but I'm usually able to blow it off.
She's annoying anyway and none of us really care for her.
I get along with her only because I don't want issues in the classroom. I have to spend 8 hours a day with her - better to keep the peace than speak my true feelings.
I've rekindled my friendship with Randy.
He's just a nice, nice guy.
He wants more than I'm willing to give though.
He wants to take things further, and I just don't want that. So I may have to rethink my friendship with him.
I'm bored though, and he's an easy distraction.
I have plenty to keep busy with but I've been feeling lonely again.
Husband is working most of the time, or he's annoying me and we're not getting along, and I just want to feel good for a change.
I was afraid this would happen, too. I had a feeling it would. I've fought it for awhile, but it's getting the better of me.
Especially since my sister has revealed her escapades as of late.
Apparently, she's into the 'alternative' lifestyle also.
BDSM...Dom/sub...whatever you want to call it...she's into it and has been seeing 3 different men.
LMAO...guess it runs in the family!