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The Life and Times of a Middle Age "Queer" by Terry
 
May 2001
1Switching Gay "chatrooms"
6My life has been a little "sluttier" than usual this week.
8I saw a movie last night that I could relate to.
12A couple of days of pure masturbation "sessions"
23I'm in a sexual "slump".............and I wanna talk about "masturbation"
25I wanna talk about anal intercourse..........otherwise known as "butt fucking"
26Something has always bothered me............
27I get e-mail!


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I get e-mail!
May 27, 2001

I've started doing something kind of different last year.

I was desperate for sex. Guys weren't willing to meet me for annoymous sex in the middle of the night without a picture of myself. Admittedly, I'm not a "drop-dead gorgeous" guy and guys aren't exactly beating down my door in order to get into my pants. I had to come up with something. I had to find ways to "tempt" guys.

I got big feet. Size 13. My having big feet should tell you something. Duh! It should tell you that I have a big cock. It's not super big or anything but it's 8 inches of pure "fuck meat", kind of thick and...........well, I'm proud of it. Guys seem to like it and it has given me some VERY good times. My having a big cock is what saves me from having a sexless life. Guys like other guys who have big dicks.

I'm getting away from my story.

So, anyway, then I started having my "tricks" that I would meet off the Internet take pictures of me and my big dick and then I would send it to a special place that developes "adult oriented" photographs and they would put it on a floppy disc and send it back to me.

If I were chattin' with a guy I might send him some x-rated pictures of me in an e-mail to entice him to WANT to meet me for sex. He would see pictures of my big fat cock and he would probably fantasize about what that would feel like going in and out of his "fuck hole" and, thus, he would be eager to get together and have me fuck his male pussy. Eventually, I found plenty of free sites where I could upload several of my poronographic pictures of myself "jerking off" onto a website of my own. I have two poronographic websites. I would send the URL to the guy that I was trying to talk into letting me fuck him and he would have several pictures of me to look at and, thus, he would WANT me to "fuck" him in the ass because he would see what a big "fuck tool" I have.
Pornographic pictures of myself helps. Just for the record, I'm not a super "stud" or anything like that. I'm just your average guy with perhaps a few pounds to lose who enjoys fucking another guy in the ass. It's that simple. I have a "fuck tool" and I know how to use it.

When I got two of my websites uploaded with dirty pictures of myself what I wasn't prepared for was that my hard dick would be seen across the country (and the world). It's hotter than hell for a guy to send me an e-mail telling me how he fantasize about having me fuck him.
Imagine that! I'm the object of other guy's "wet dreams". It
definitely feeds into my "ego". I kind of like to be valued for my dick and to be complimented on it. My penis is just an average penis but in a state of arousal it grows to 8 inches and is ready to do some serious "fucking". I guess guys are impressed by seeing it.

So, in addition to actually meeting guys for sex who have seen pictures of my big throbbing dick I also get e-mail from guys who feel the need to write me telling me how seeing pictures of me turned them on.

That fucking turns me on.

Some of the e-mails I receive recently is from this one dude:
nice dick, fucker

What can I say? They like my dick. Then I get a e-mail from this guy from Toronto, Canada. He's 23. There's just something so sexually appealing having a 23 year old guy getting it up the ass with my dick pumping in and out of him. Damn, I wish he didn't live so far away because I would LOVE to fuck him in the ass. Anyway, he writes:
Hi i am 23 years old model i will love to eat you as long as you desier .i am bottom
Hi Mr. Terry
I love to eat you for houers and than you can fuck my ass long as you please
and then you can come in my mouth and ass
I would LOVE to fill both of this guys "holes" (his mouth and fucking ass) with my "man cream".

Then I get this letter from Michigan. Fucking hot! Guys want my "cream" and they fantasize about getting my "cream". Anyway, this dude writes:
Man do I wish I was there right now with your big, hot cock being rammed down my throat!! I would love nothing more than to crawl up between your legs and lick your ball sack and take your hot load all over my face, yum, yum!! If you ever make it to Michigan than give me a e-mail and I will provide you with all the sexuall satisfaction you want. Check out my page and keep me in mind next time your around.
see ya,
Duane
Yes, Duane, if I ever make it to Michigan I'll give you my "man milk" all over your face and mouth and hair and wherever else you want to take my creamy "load".

Then I get a couple of more e-mails. What is unusual is that they're from Italy. Guys from Italy are so fucking horny and HUNG with lots of foreskin to nibble on.
e-mail #1:
hi Terry,
I do not know if this address is real but i hope so because I have a great problem after having seen the picture of your cock: my boyfriend is in love with it and I do not know what to do now.I am desperate and I hope you can send some other pictures of it because .... I 'll tell you later why.
Thank you.
I send him the URL address to my pornographic website and then he sends me another e-mail.
e-mail #2:
hi
i do not know if you get the first email so i send it again.
i do not answer to your questions but i'll tell you what happened so you can understand:
we were seeing your website and my boyfriend asked to have sex. So I did but he started to screem your name and say he needed your cock. he began licking the monitor and i felt his ass hole so opened like it has never been. while i am saying these private things i am very jelous because you are a stranger for me and you have fucked my sweety boyfriend in front of me because he was enjoying your great cock not mine. It was as you had fucked my boyfriend before me. it was as if i was not there, but only you were fucking him.
i am so lucky you are from USA and we are in Europe.
Bye
Fucking hot!
I would LOVE to fuck his boyfriend. Both of them. Too bad we are an ocean apart.

Keep those e-mails coming! They feed into my inflated "ego". Actually, I don't really have too much of an "ego". Still, it's nice to know that at 46 years of age I can still get a guy sexually aroused by him seeing pictures of me.

Very nice, indeed!

 
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