May 13, 2018
Today is mothers day. Given the past year, it was a great day. John is 4 weeks, clean and sober. His attitude is less than desired, still depressed and going to intensive outpatient therapy from 9 am - 4 pm each day M-F.
Ally got me flowers, John a cookie jar lighthouse. He doesn't really have money, so I was so touched. Austen and Jake both sent me a text/snapchat.
I keep meaning to get back here and talk about my 9-day intensive leadership training. It's helped me with this stress with John. But it's a lot to cover and I don't have the energy.
I look back on the struggles and trials and I can honestly say that I've been a mother for 19 years. I wouldn't change it for anything - ever.