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Laying on the stary beach....
August 28, 2008
Monday night I surprised Jer. We packed up the kids and they had a nana visit. It was getting late as we dropped them off. I had packed us a duffel bag of warm clothes a sheet, thick blanket, 2 wine glasses. I had him stop at a convience store that sells wine and beer etc.. I purchased 2 bottles of our fav wine and we headed for a quite place on one of the beaches around here. We went to a couple spots before staying at the one. The one spot I really wanted to go to was pitch black to go down the path and I remember to bring all this stuff except for the flashlight if we were to go to that beach area. But then as I was putting my warmer clothes on I heard this weird banging noise 2 times I couldn't figure out what it was. But what I did know is that I wasn't about to find out the hard way that someone else was already down there and who knew why. So yes I chickened out and we decided to go elsewere. I learned to not question when I have a odd or strong feeling about something and just go with it. So Jer being the good man that he is agrees and we are off again in search of our beach. Stopped at another one and there were lots of teenagers out still so that was out as I was looking for some privacy. We went to one not to far from us and it was perfect. No one was on it you could see the entire sky and it was full and I mean full of stars everywere you looked. Its a private beach tecnically as they try to keep the riff raff off of it but I go there and have never been told I can't. There are a lot of cottages along there with people coming and going all summer so they never know who is who. Some of the cottages line the beach front but we walked quitely along it for awhile until we found a shadowed spot and layed out the sheet, got the wine glasses out and filled and huddled together with the warm blanket around us. We drank and talked quitely about everything and nothing. After drinking a lot of wine we decided to lay down and snuggle up and look up at the beautiful stars. We did that for so long and it was so nice, we saw about 6 or 7 shooting stars and I made a wish, the same wish everytime. I hope it comes true. It was pretty chilly and we turned on our sides and snuggles up and spooned with eachother and just layed there together listening to the waves lap the shore over and over. It is such a soothing sound. Part of me secret intent for doing this originally was to go to that one secluded spot and then be able to make love on the beach. Needless to say that didn't happen with all the houses around us. He is to nervous for that. But it was still a beautiful night and we were there hours, gosh we almost fell asleep there..hehe.. Imagine the people coming out in the morning seeing that!! hehe..It was a night I will never forget, and I hope he won't either. Just being together like that was beautiful. Sometimes when I see him walk in the room I still smile and feel all silly inside. And moments like that one make me realize how lucky I am to have someone so wonderful as he is. I know we have been through alot and there is alot more to come before the calm of the storm here but you know what. Laying on that beach with him, just being with him makes me remember why I have perserveared through all this so far. I love Jeremy I truly do and there is nothing that we can't overcome together and I hope that he feels the same way that I do. |
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