|Bored to death|
January 10, 2018
I am really grateful that I never had children. Every day is already an existential crisis to me, and I can't even begin to imagine what kind of parent I would have been.
I don't even know how much longer I want to live, myself.
My grandmother is 95, and I don't want to be that old. My dad is 75 and I don't want to be that old. My mom died at 62, and I don't want to be that old, either, and that age is a mere 17 years away now.
I'm not suicidal, just tired of working, especially when I know it all ends the same for everyone eventually.
So come on all you doctors, engineers and the like - back to the drawing board.