Because... by biggmamaz
February 2005
1One and the Same...
2He Came....
3Quiet Days....Bellering Nights's past midnight./STAT!/My Reminder
5As long and as far as..../...Stranger...Logic
6Her Tension Mounts
7Allowing me to Cumm
8Some Action
13Perceptions of Future Generations
14...maybe i care too much...
15My Body Aches for Him, Again!
16Pooh Tang/Animal Instinct
17Bastards Galore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!/New Site...
19...Again, Fallen Prey?/Come True/Fine Thread-Without Knot
20...Vivid Memories/...Precious...
21nothin' but VOID
22Surfing/Riding High...
24Mind Set/...later/Promises of Utmost Urgency!
25I will Never/I Learned/Over Excited!!!!!
26Hope/Day of Sabbath
27An Untouchable/...Dark Side/School Marm Type
Pooh Tang/Animal Instinct
February 16, 2005

Trying not to flirt
I tied down my skirt
Held my knees together
Regardless the weather
Ankle touching ankle
Somehow i mistakingly thought it'd work
But, alas, the thoughts of Him
Opened my legs with a sudden jerk!

Trying not to flirt
I again tied down my skirt
Added a large rubber band
Ankle to ankle
Never could my knees again disband
Somehow i mistakingly thought it'd work
A differant approach to shooting pooh tang!!!
Again, away with thoughts of Him.
Several hours have passed, since my last entry. A lot has gone through my mind. Self mutalation, for instance. I seem to be confused as to what that is, as someone, today claims that masterbation is 'self mutalation'. How can that be, what, with doing something, such as that feels so good? Of course it would not be as satisfying or purposeful, unless someone was there to either assist or to watch it happening...but self mutalation, i just don't perceive it as such....maybe Young Dom will enlighten me on that matter...i just do not honestly know what to think!

I wonder what colours, Young Dom will be wearing tonight. He always comes so unexpectedly that i just don't know what to wear. An attempt is always made to at least contrast, nicely, with his attire of esquisite threads. Sometimes, i have to change my outfit entirely! i seem to like flashy, contrasting colours, whereas he prefers more subtle colours. He many times prefers soft, pastels to my black/gold, red/gold, rust/gold, maroon/gold textures of nightwears. Textures, again, i prefer the feel of silk or rayon. Such a turn on for me, that i may be found making a specticle of myself, at our local thriftshops. Yes, i have had to wipe drooling, on more than one occation, from the corner of my lips as i fight from pulling the clothing closer to my erect nipples. i pretend that i am sizing it up..."is it too long, or short", i might ask standerbyers....and don't let there be any sparkles, within the items...stand back as i rush to be the first to see the glittering against my ivory complexion!

More panties than neglegees have sparkles. My vag is already feeling warm...i don't know if that's from the thoughts of me slowly lowering them to my knees....or from my Master ripping them off me. He might would cut them off with his penknife, which is kept in his right vest pocket, but i doubt he would risk, doing thing for sure-he detests being blinded by all the glitter reflecting the candlelights...or from the embering fireplace...but, gawd, do i ever slick up from those thoughts. He has quite the reverse opinion, regarding that...maybe knowing how much faster and wetter i become with those gawdy panties on, maybe, that's why he hasn't 'forbidden' me from purchasing more.

Some brassieres have sparkles too! Again, step aside as i pick up the pace to be first to touch! OH, don't look at my eyes, as they roll back when i, for some unknown reason, take a wiff of it! That's the first thing i'll do, once i get it home...i'll lightly squirt some 'WindSong' toilet water onto's so important to smell clean-at least in the beginning-of an evening!

That reminds me of, something else! Camisoles! They seem to have only one sparkle. How boring can that be????Don't really have to worry about lighting up a room with that? Just, stop and think about will He ever find me, if that's all i'm left wearing????

Easily, i'm that time my natural womanly fragrance shall be overpowering any and all perfumes! That's another thing, Young Dom, is sensitive about...he has an animal instict regarding the sweet aromas from my pooh tang!

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