Because... by biggmamaz
August 2005
6Stirring Spoon
7Tomorrow, Today/oh, my...eleven more....
9Final Decision....
10Sand Transforming...Woman
11Not Fair!
14W/will....Much ado????
16? an extremely rough draft...
20Time:Seconds=Secrets:Time/ Enough Time Dreaming
25Poetry.../ False Alarm
27Al Fin/ How to Play The Game/ further add...
28No Explanation-Point...
31Enigma en Route
August 4, 2005

How does He know when i'm looking to go astray? This seems to occur because a need is not being met. He is fully aware of what that is. i have said, in the past...repeatedly.

Not speaking of it does not mean the desire is any less. As a matter of fact, it only gets stronger. i took a 'Purity Test' at another site. Due to my encounters with my Young Dom, i am only 89% pure. How naughty.

So, i have high ideals and just think, until i came into contact with my Young Dom, they were higher. He continues to have His work cut out, i suppose...maybe He should be the one complaining.

Due to this ever increasing wish to fulfill my desire, my Young Dom is forbidding me to chat with other men, regarding this. He has done this, well...rightly so. But, how did He know? do it all the really wouldn't mean anything.............yes, it would.................why?...............because......................because why?...............just because...........wouldn't be right to the other'm too, He isn' do u know?.............i don't....but, i think.............

My heavens, so that's how i think...At least, first thing in the dark of the mornings. Since then, i have managed to wander to and from work on this overcast day. While waiting for BabyBoy to complete his physical therapy on his repaired knee, for today, i enjoyed standing in the cooling rain/mist outside in the parking lot.

That gave me an opportunity to clean out Rollin' Rebel's trunk. That '68 Chevy Impala, now has a neat behind-complete with four tightly wound jumper cables! After her engine had been rebuilt, unless i drove twenty miles or more, she'd have to be jumped to get restarted, until i replaced the new truck sized battery with a much smaller one. Now, she's shiney red apple, as i have repeatedly sprayed her from the cans of paint i purchased from various thrift stores. She looks good inside and out! Neat, tidy, a looker and a pure delight to drive!

Purely, only a car fanatic from Motown would be concerned that although she is a fine looker, she is silent. She still has her original AM radio, but somehow is disconected from her speakers. Maybe BabyBoy will attend to that, while i am visiting Washington state. My plan to go there in the Fall, remains unchanged.

Yes, my Young Dom will not lose connection with me. He knows where i will be and when. It's kind of scarey because His work keeps Him distant from me, frequently. It doesn't help any that i will be so much more closer, in proxmenity, with 'yes sir, yes, sir' while i am away. But, he doesn't have my cell number...only my Young Dom has it. Ok, then i'll be safe. It is possible for me to remain as pure as...that's right! i'm too pure!

It sure is hard trying to appease my Young Dom's appetite for the new and adventurous, without actually going astray...yes! That's a good reason! Men think like that all the time...why not me too? Because!...Just...BECAUSE!
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