August 24, 2017
Took Julia to the eye doctor today.
her eyes are still bad, but she didn't need a prescription,
my next appointment till be in one year.
Need to call in Feb. to make an appointment for next august.
When I think of next august, I can't even imagine what it's going to look like.
I will be driving a car. (hopefully)
we will be in our very own house. (hah hopefully!)
Nothing exciting is happening,
I am off this week and we went to Niagara Falls New York, Julia is all outfitted for grade one , minus her backpack, and we didn't buy shoes... but whatever... she can get new shoes after school starts.
I can't believe baby Julia is going into 1st grade.
she's in size 8-10 clothing depends on what it is,
and she is still a tiny size 12-13 in shoes.
like are you kidding me!
lil miss six year old.
and heaven forbid I call her a baby.
I love being a mom.
it's the best job I've ever gotten..
worst job too cause the pay is shit and it's 24/7 and even when i'm at my actual job she consumes my time and thoughts.
mom business is crazy, I still don't get how people do it on their own, and or broke.
I love my life.
and when I think about how much I suffer from my anxiety
it angers me mostly because i'm so happy overall,
I just can't silence the voice in my head that says dude fuck off.