July 20, 2012
I have been struggling with my inner demons the past few days. Now that I am no longer distracted by harpy screechings, I can hear the scalies loud and clear once again. They keep reminding me of what I am missing in my life and my shortcomings as a man and a human being. They love reminding me how and why I am alone romantically and soulfully. They try to punch every single button they can to stop me dead in the water if not out right sink me. With EP gone, once again I am without a direct foe to channel against so I am left fighting myself.
Fighting, I am. I am pushing to keep myself moving.