April 4, 2013
I really feel as if I should be writing something, but all that comes to mind is negative things that I don't want to share. I am really feeling melancholy for a variety of reasons from my mother to my present to the future...among other things that I have never seemed to get over. My mood matches the grey day and I am only inclined to do anything productive with the greatest of effort and difficulty.
I think I may make myself some lunch then see to getting Ma Asher working out with her pedal exerciser and hand weights. After that, I'll go back to trying to cleaning and organizing my room as well as start watching The Walking Dead from the beginning. Might as well try to catch up on some TV and reading while I have the time. Maybe the distraction will help me shake the blues.