|7 Apr 2013|
April 7, 2013
I feel like I have so much to write about, but it is all jumbled together in my head. It's like debris-filled tsunami of thoughts, concepts and ideas all tumbling over each other in a swirling surge of confusion. I can't make heads nor tails of it. I am not sure where I want to begin let alone proceed! Oddly after the melancholia, most of it isn't negative...perhaps bemusedly rueful but not incredibly negative. Maybe another day of peace, partly away from my mother, will do the trick. A lot of what I am feeling has to do with her and my care of her, again not so negative, but convoluted in my head nonetheless.
If the weather holds,I will be back out on the porch tomorrow. Hopefully, it will be a good time to unload the brain pan.