|Normal? Probably Not |
February 9, 2016
SO I tried masturbating again a little while ago and again.....nothing. I found the PERFECT video on Porn Hub too....exactly what I like and would usually get me off in a matter of minutes. Who knows what's going on?
Am I really that stressed that I can't even orgasm?
I haven't had actual sex in a while...not that sex with the husband does it for me anyway...but maybe that has something to do with it. I don't know.
I have figured something out though; I'm not a sex addict.
I do weeks at a time without sex.
I watch porn and masturbate (or try to anyway) but actual sex...not really much of a part of my life these days.
I think I just freaked out last year and knew I needed a change.
It's not that I need sex ALL THE TIME.
It's the type of sex I need.
Rough, group sex is what really does it for me.
2 or 3 or more men...using me and taking me the way they want. That's what gets me off.
I want my hair pulled while being fucked from behind. I want to be spanked while some guy is whispering in my ear what a slut I am. I want to be fucked HARD...I don't want to be 'made love to'
Is that normal?
Or do I have a problem?