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Wish Me Luck!! by Dean Atlas
July 2017
20% Cocaine
3out with the ass wipes
5stuck in a pit
7pbackspase agfain
8 never look
9breakfast joint
10super tired
11phenomenally complicated
12level 10 zen master
13internally and externally
14roller coaster of chaos
15slowly faded away
16total annihilation
17crash course
19hate being a human being
28inside me
30crazy bitches
31shit soup

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July 13, 2017

Well my first day of cooking was pretty rough internally and externally for me. Nothing says you've made some poor life decisions like washing dishes at 44 years old. I know that it won't be like this forever but it sure sucks now. When I got home I just put on my jammies (nursing scrubs) and curled up in my bed and passed out. My son checked on me a few times and eventually put in Kung Fu Panda and fell asleep next to me in my room. I know I can do this but it sure ain't going to be easy starting completely over with my life. I got to have some goals to shoot for. It's nice when you're aiming at something solid down the road to grab onto. I'm going to get my license back and buy a car that I dig. I have to go back to college and get some sort of degree. It's all about the baby steps right now. One foot in front of the other.
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