January 11, 2018
I felt so down and discouraged yesterday, like I suffered a grand defeat, and like clockwork, I am in physical pain today. From head to toe. I will need to will myself to get up and go, and then, in the evening, I'll be fine like nothing happened. I've told countless doctors about this pattern, and they've asked me if I'm depressed... tf do I know if I am? Isn't depression more than that? Shouldn't they know?
But I stall, let me will myself to go to the pharmacy and get some fresh air.