January 20, 2011
Spent the day home with my feet up. Not much fun. I did get a lot of filing done and paperwork ready for the tax man. I am not a good sick person. I don't sit still very well. I find myself starting to do "things" and have to stop myself. LOL well tomorrow I should know what is happening. Keep my fingers crossed and back to work Monday.
A big part of what I have been trying to do for so long has fallen into place.........I think. It seems as I have gotten older and learned more I have taken on larger and larger parts of myself for growth. This last one which is still in process is the largest part of me. It involves many facets of my interactions with the world. So large I can't even see the edges of it.......just kind of feel them. It has required some major surrendering of old thinking. Working hard to find new thinking. Some I can see I will be able to find some I am not so sure. If I don't find it all it is ok. At least I know those parts of myself. Know what the limits of them are. Know the pit falls of those areas.
I miss my son on evenings like this. The snow is falling and it is really cold. The sky lights are covered but I can hear the wind blowing outside.
Things I am thankful for:
Cold snowy nights