July 10, 2012
Feeling: not sure
Well here is the good and the bad. Bad first.
Doc said the tests show the muscle tissue is still dying. No idea why. They are having a pow wow today to decide what direction to go........felt like a kick in the nuts.
On the way home my tire blew out.........it made me laugh.
The good.............I have had lots of bad things happen to me in my life and I will survive this the best I can. I won't worry about things I know nothing or can do nothing about. I also blew the tire 3 blocks from a tire store and was able to drive in to get the tires replaced. Next I picked up my bike!!!! Yes the bike that I took in for repair 2 months ago. It is fixed and they didn't charge me.
Had a dream last night. I met a woman. Really someone I knew from long ago. I kissed her. It was one of those kisses that is just the way you like to be kissed......I knew she was the right one for me......wow. Not had dreams like that in a long time. Still makes me feel good thinking bout it and I have been awake for a few hours now.
I would be lying if I said the muscle thing does not bother me. Frankly it scares me a lot..........but I will keep moving forward and see where this path takes me. I know I am on the right one.
Things I am thankful for:
At least I know that the answer has not been found yet
Breakfast with friend