October 7, 2013
I have three big projects going at the same time. All while business had dropped off a little. So this morning I woke up feeling anxious. I had trouble concentrating while saying my prayers which is a good indicator that the stress is high. I said them. Told myself to get my ass out of bed and do something and here I am. Really all these projects are exciting. I mean not only when they are done but to work on also. So what is my problem? Insecurity at not doing it well. Having people look at it and think it is hokey, dumb, poorly done, unprofessional…….you get the picture. So knowing myself I will sit paralyzed not doing anything if I don’t just start. So I did.
I am still not sure of why I am overeating. It is less than it was but it is still a major problem. I guess it will be something I work on for a while.
I miss my son. I talk to him but I still miss seeing him.
Things I am thankful for:
Talking to my son this last week
The weather is cooler
Rain over the weekend