November 10, 2014
I made a roast yesterday that came out really good. Love crock pots. Have dinner for the week now.
Tomorrow is my sons 30th birthday. Wow......30. Unbelievable how quickly time has gone by. So much has happened in that time. So many changes. I would have never thought I would be doing what I am doing today back than. Back than I thought by now I would still be married to the same woman, I hoped to raise a happy successful son.......that has happened, owner of a company......well that happened.....rich.....but rich has a different meaning for me now.......happy......I am happy........ I guess most my goals I have made happen. They may not be the same image I had back than but the goal was achieved. Now with my son Turning 30 I look back and see all my angst and aggressiveness at achieving my goals was never needed. It would have happened anyways. Who know maybe had I not been so angry and pushy........hind sight is always 20/20 so no use in going down that road. I had really never written out those goals like this before. Well years ago I did but I never really thought about them again in a directed, lets do it, kind of way. Just think what I could have done had I kept them in focus?
Had I done that though.......would I have grappled with the behaviors I did? Would I have taken on myself in the way I have? No I don't think I would have had time. So how did this happen that I still found my way to completion of these goals? Maybe it was a reward for the soul searching I have put myself through. Maybe......well doesn't matter. I am here and still kicking.
Things I am thankful for: