November 12, 2014
Feeling: odd but okay
Very odd dreams. One about my brother Jamie. I have had a dream about him for many years. He died 34 years ago when he was 25 and I was 26. Pam was in the dream and I had to get some things back from Pam that belonged to Jamie. What an odd dream. No idea what that is about.
Did wake up feeling unsettled. Anxious but for no reason? I get like that sometimes. There is a reason but it is not something that jumps out at me. Usually in a few days it becomes apparent to me.If I had to guess I would say it is the approaching holidays that have something to do with it.
Talked to my son yesterday. Wished him a happy birthday. So strange that he is 30. That milestone is a big one. I think it is in his mind also. He has done well. Makes me happy.
Things I am thankful for:
another day on this earth
freshly ground coffee