June 16, 2016
I went out last night. Not something I normally do except Mondays. This last Monday I didn't go because I didn't feel well. So I stopped in the had a couple and talked. It was fun.
I don't feel as bad physically as I normally do after a few bourbons. Good sign that the meds are working.
I was ironing a shirt this morning.........I like freshly ironed shirts, and had a kind of epiphany of sorts. I realized I manipulate people I'm in a relationship with. I have been consciously working on not doing that for some time now. Prior to that I worked on being honest but was really working on this very thing. My friend John, whom I love dearly, and is a great friend is also manipulative in his relationships. It irks me sometimes when he does it.......the epiphany? Ya.....that was me. Not something I'm proud of but ya........
So knowing is half the battle.
Things I am thankful for:
talking with my son
good day today