December 13, 2016
Met the guys for a few last night. One of them won't be coming Mondays for a while. He's having his knee replaced. So for a few weeks he will be home bound. I'll have to get up to see him as he convalesces.
Woke up to a winter wonderland. The snow is falling as I sit here writing. The whole front of my shop is glass and makes this huge frame filled with gently falling snow. Now I'm beginning to feel like Christmas.
Pam texted me asking if our son was coming home for Christmas. I'm torn in a lot of ways about this. I would rather not have any communications with Pam. That is done. I don't want to revisit any of it. She is his mother and if she asks a question about him I feel an obligation to answer unless it's a question he should answer. Okay......shake the uck off. It's too pretty outside to feel anything but fortunate to be alive.
I'm drinking much less than I was in times past. Not that I drank a lot but I did drink more than I do now. Just not as much fun I guess. I seem to be finding that moderation is much more enjoyable. LOL am I growing up??? NO! Can't be. It's not really a conscious thing that's happening. It just seems natural. Ha......odd Not something I've experienced before.
Well I better get back to work. Been doing well the last couple of weeks. Staying up with the work load. Having fun. It's a good life.
Things I am thankful for:
Seeing all sides of the conversation
Living in the moment