December 22, 2016
Feeling: really good
Still stretching and it's really helping. Haven't been too aggressive and hurt myself. Just slow and sure.
This year has been by far the best year I have ever had. It has been amazing. More difficult but by far the most gratifying. I think the thing that really made my year was the conversation I had with my son. For years I had hoped and waited for him to be strong enough to tell me what he told me. To ask me the questions he needed to ask me. For me to ask him those questions that I had waited so long to ask.
The end of the year has had a group of surprised that put a smile on my face. Today was a card from a man I helped when he needed some help. I did it because I enjoy helping. I find a great deal of happiness in helping someone. No return expected. Purely selfish on my part. It has been great.
Things I am thankful for: