February 5, 2018
Long day yesterday. Continuing education for my license. Most of the day was informative but the last two hours hurt. Bad speaker and boring subject. Over for another year.
Had dreams last night Lost in a huge, dark, dangerous house. Following someone through a maze of halls. Never opening a door along the way. Seeming to want to get to the end of wherever it is I'm going. Don't know who I'm following. Weird.
Cold, snowy, Monday morning. Winter LOL. Like it's supposed to be.
I'm making bread this morning to use for the week. Working out well making bread on Sunday or Monday. Lasts all week and it is much better than what I get in the stores. I end up using one slice for sandwich or toast. Big loafs. Has texture and flavor you don't have in the store stuff.
I have a lot of glasses to make this morning.
Things I am thankful for:
Sunday with friends
learned something new
being kind to myself
I want someone to lite candles. I want someone to plan. I want someone to take a moment to look around and see the relationship between reality and fantasy. It will never happen. I know. That's why they write the blues.