July 11, 2018
Feeling: a bit on the sick side
I have been careful but I still have this damn bug. So call the doc and see where this goes.
Shop was busy yesterday. I pushed a bit because I had to. I woke thinking what happens if I get put in the hospital......than I thought.....it doesn't matter because my health is more important than the shop. It will sort itself out if that happens. I have lots of friends and they will pick up the slack for me.
Dreamt a lot last night. The last couple of nights Pam has been in my dreams. They are more friendship kind of dreams than anything else. No feeling of attachment to her. Just sharing some common interests. I think they are probably forgiveness dreams on a deeper level. Both her and myself.
I know I'm sick. My fuse is short.
Things I am thankful for:
good nights sleep