December 22, 2014
Vegas – we went to Vegas for the weekend… the trip was much needed vacation… Three card poker was really nice to me.. So much so I didn't stress when i left 236 in chips somewhere (bathroom, slot machine -- I dunno) … Unfortunately it was not as nice to mike haha
Austen stayed at Paige's, ally stayed home by herself.. And john & jake went to. J&k.. Wow.. In less than a month they will be 16. It is their golden birthday,. 16 on the 16.
It is so weird to think in just a few short years my life will not be centered on them any more.. Mike asked me what I will do with my Avatar and screen name then – 'your whole identify' is the fourplet.
It is a lot to contemplate… It is exciting and scary all at once.
I’m not finished shopping for Christmas yet but am relaxed… las vegas is my type of relaxation.
So my heart isn't in journaling today.. I left my kindle under my pillow at the hotel.. They will ship it home cod.. Im typing on this piece of sh•t work ipad. The swype keyboard I downloaded sucks.. What I really want to be doing is playing two dots but I’m outta lives for twenty more mins… Why do apple products have to be so subpar??????
I finished the book unbroken last night,. Hence the reason the kindle was under my pillow.. World war ii was a horrible war.. The last two books I've read he been focused on the Japanese pow camps and it makes me sad that man can be so cruel.
It gives me pause, my new boss tells me that being good hearted is not a great thing, sometimes you have to go dark. I've argued against that ... it's not my true north, I can go dark when needed but nothing ever comes of darkness..