June 10, 2018
Today is the last day Austen is home before returning to her apartment in Lubbock. It was a great visit. The last 4 days her boyfriend from Dallas came down. He stayed in SA with his grandmother but hung out here with us almost every day. He's quiet and nice to her. It makes my heart happy.
We are cautiously not getting attached because she is a hard pleaser and one mistake and they are gone. She brings home good ones. Well except for Liam the crazy 22-year old who wanted to follow her to college. We are ok that he was dumped. Ha!
We see a lawyer for John tomorrow. It will cost 6500 for the retainer. He seems to think that John will be re-indicted for the Felony. I pray that is not the case. Please lord, don't let that be the case.
I haven't told John that piece yet. It was just 2 weeks ago he was calling me in the middle of the night wanting to commit suicide. We promptly told him to stop taking the anti-depressant he was on. These are scary times. So so scary. All I can do is put my head down and work the problem.
One day I will break down and cry about it all...one day.