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So very blessed....and just a little bit crazy.. by Reggi
 
August 2005
1August 1st?...///...Piss poor moods all around
2Dropped
3Can you hear me now?
4The perfect way to cheer yourself up when everyone and everything sucks.....
5The Cat Lady
6Some people will argue about ANYTHING..from my forum:
7Sad big boys, worried little boys and Johnny Depp
8Apparently I need to use smaller words:
9WTF?
10Pod People
11They say death comes in threes....
12....and through the clouds a stray sunbeam shows us better days are coming, if we'll only hold on...
13Interesting position
14Big sister
15You might be a vet tech if....
16Interesting, although unimportant facts:
17God, I suck....///...Drama Mama's
18Maybe death comes in 4's...//,,Large animals are fun!!!
19I hate my job...aka: Rocky's a douchebag
20What the deuce?!
21**Sigh**
22Wow Stefan.....I know where you're coming from....
23As darkness settles
24Sad eyes
25Lobotomies are performed in the administration area..//..August SUCKS!!
26But it's Friday Night!
27Sway...///....Knowing too much can be problematic
28Attn; Fellow Journalers, I need help!....////......"Sing to me"
29Kind of cute when they beg...until you find out they're full of shit.
30Sinking fast...//..Mr. Clean...//..Finally getting the message..//..Too Funny!!!!!
31Found one that works!!...////....Welcome Slut Gem


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Attn; Fellow Journalers, I need help!....////......"Sing to me"
August 28, 2005

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Okay, as many of you know (at least the ones who read my journal regularly..) I just signed on as a columnist for an animal website...my column is 'real world advice about dogs', and the theory is that people will email me and ask me questions about their dogs, and then I'm supposed to give them logical, 'real world' advice on how to fix whatever it is that needs fixin'.

Here's my problem...I have a column due on September 12th, and so far, I don't have any questions from people.

So I was thinkin'....the nice folks out here at MJ.com are helpful, and I know several of them have nice canine friends...so I was hopin' that maybe someone could go to the website and ask me a question...

Please?

The website is: www.doggiefun.com and you're going to want to click on the "Dear Lapdog" link once you get there.

So, go ahead...fire me off some really tough questions..I'll do my best to answer it, and I'll even post the question and the answer in my journal here, just so you can all decide whether I'm good at this advice thing, or if I should hang it up and take up a safer hobby...like needlepoint.

Whaddya say? Anyone wanna help a girl out?
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Chris came over tonight for a little while. He's having a rough time with his wife, and it really shows. Seems like these days are getting closer and closer to each other with their relationship. Used to be that they'd have a bad day surrounded by a few weeks of good days...slowly, it's turning around to be the other way...a good day, surrounded by lots and lots of bad days.

Anyway, he was here and our friendship is such that I don't have to entertain him when he's here. I just sort of continue on with my homework and he hangs in the living room watching a movie or whatever.

Tonight, I had the radio on (playing the "Shall we Dance" cd) in the kitchen and was doing the dishes in the dark, he was in the other room watching some movie...

...or so I thought.

I'm listening to a song called "The Book of Love" by Peter Gabriel, and I was only a few seconds into the song (which C knows I LOVE)when I feel his arms around my waist and he pulls me into him and whispers 'dance with me' in my ear.

What could I do?

We swayed in the kitchen, cold linoleum under my feet, and I was humming along with the song...and when it was over, he danced me over to the radio, and it the backwards button to play the song again.

"Sing to me" he whispered in my ear.

So I did.

And we danced, and I sang. The feel of his arms around me was very comfortable...very natural...and if it had been within my power, I would have made that song play forever.

After the song was over, we just stood there for a second, I don't think either of us wanted to let go...but as always seems to happen, his radio went off and he had to get back to work...protecting and serving..

We hugged goodbye, and he was gone...leaving me standing in my hallway with a lump in my throat and a tingle on the skin of my back where just a few moments before, hit warm fingers had been splayed against it...

I sit here now, confused. I have always said that I love C, that he's one of my best friends, and that's all we're going to be...but on some underlying level, I know that I don't just love C, I'm IN love with C...or if it's not love, then it's a lot like it, and I'm not sure if I can keep pretending that it's not.

Damn Peter Gabriel.

Damn my heart for betraying me and deciding that it wants to be with C.

Damn my pride for being too stubborn to just admit to him what I'm feeling for him.

Damn it.

Reggi
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"The Book Of Love"
Peter Gabriel

The book of love is long and boring
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures and instructions for dancing

But I
I love it when you read to me
And you
You can read me anything

The book of love has music in it
In fact that's where music comes from
Some of it is just transcendental
Some of it is just really dumb

But I
I love it when you sing to me
And you
You can sing me anything

The book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know

But I
I love it when you give me things

And you
You ought to give me wedding rings

And I
I love it when you give me things

And you
You ought to give me wedding rings

And I
I love it when you give me things

And you
You ought to give me wedding rings

You ought to give me wedding rings

 
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