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So very blessed....and just a little bit crazy.. by Reggi
 
February 2008
1Sponsored by Goody Hair Scrunchies, Glad Trash Bags and Tampax brand tampons.....
2you
3Hot & Sweaty
4Winner at a losing game
5Fear
6Relationships
7DVC.....day: whatever....
8Jomo
9Pawn Shop Ramblings...
10Dear JenBee~
11Personally...
12Just FYI:
13Dear Lady Who Owned Vinnie Before Me
14What to give that special man in your life this Valentine's Day...
15A little horse they call 'WindChill'
17Tired seems to be my middle name...
18Po'
19Because I'm too cold & tired to think of anything else to write....
20Over
21Long short day
22You might be a vet tech if.....(updated)
23Oh Happy Day!!!.//// Happy Day Part II (windchill update)
24Reflections on my externship
25DVC Curse
26Worst. Euthanasia. Ever.
27My Life
28Catching on....
29That's why I get paid the big bucks....


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you
February 2, 2008

2356

don't throw your glances at me for
i'm not allowed to catch them anymore.
well i'm damned if i do and,
if i don't then i hate me
for pretending that i don't love you
in the tiny way i do.

but you're not mine to love,
and not mine to think of
on nights he holds me, whispers loving
truths into my ear.
and while he does i hate me
for wishing they were your words, from your
mouth.

and you speak to me with brief
silences, and grief...
they scream the secrets you
and i, and she, won't allow you to
voice. you can't, i can't. we can't.

and i will watch you when i know
you're probably paying attention to my show
of affection because that's the way i work,
deviously and cheating in the most
harmless way i can think of.
poison, somehow, in my defense and
lacking in my reasons.
 
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