November 29, 2011
Have you ever woke up with tired eyes? I have been reading so much that I had floaters this morning. Back to the glasses.
Just a few classes left...I can't believe it. Three more for the 102's. Four for the 101's. Seriously, though, I just want the first 102 class to be over. I just do not like trying to teach a group of people who are barely awake. There's just not a good dynamic to that class and I've begun to dread it. I shouldn't feel that way, and, oh, how how I've tried to inject some life into these people. I think I'd rather have my teeth drilled.
I'm saddened by the ending of the others. Some students I'll see next semester, but the 102 students will only be in passing. Unless of course, I get to teach a 300 level special topics class, but again, I doubt I'll see many of them.
I'm grumpy-I'm sure it will pass once I get into the day, but ti started last night. I only have a few classes left with these people, and I do not want to waste what I have left. But, I've been so focused on getting their essays graded that I've not put a whole lot of thought into today's lesson. I'm just not happy with that.
The car acted up over the weekend, but seems fine now. It's overcast as the sun comes up.
A few photos were taken of me over the weekend, and I swear I CANNOT see where I've lost 87 pounds. I mean my clothes just hang on me, and sometimes, I know this is going to sound weird, I can feel them moving on me when I walk. It's strange. I do not know what it take for me to SEE this. I know I'm smaller, I can see the numbers on the scale and on the tape measure, but I guess I'm afraid that no one else will notice.
November 26, 2011
Brian and I hamming it up @ Pop's with Santa
September 4, 2010
Bluesman's 39th Birthday Bash
February 26, 2010
Okay, putting the pictures in here helped a lot. I can see differences. I swore I wouldn't be one of those weird people who didn't notice the changes in my body, but with the photos I can. On the day of our wedding, I felt stuffed into that dress. It fit like a glove...now it's too big. This isn't a bad thing; if the straps weren't tied around my neck now, it would surely fall off. That blue sweater-love it...huge now.
And that pink top, which I love is just hanging on me. I admit though, wearing tighter clothes makes me a bit uncomfortable. But, oh my gosh we were being silly that day.
I tried to get Santa to dance with me, but he was having none of it.
I have quite a few things to finish up; I seriously can't believe this semester is almost over.
FYI: Not as grumpy as earlier. The early class was tolerable today.
33 days til Iowa
Love and Belief~