Because... by biggmamaz
August 2006
5So, You Didn't Know Why We Can Dance?
9First Place
10Eternal Flame/...respecting
14The Waning Gibbeous Rays...
15Tell/Son Filled Day
16After All...A/amen
17...American Idol's.....
18Calus hands..
19Young Dom-last reference to (ie"...Talk with you SOON!)
20Bear/...His favorite...? blushing deeply!/The Stars
21Dear-G/goodness' S/sake
22-thought i didn't see ya, didn't ya?/Superbaby!
23All Ears, today
24Flower Age
25...that night...
26my mind.../Stairway...
27la la land
29...Almighty.../...Baaaaad Boy's Word!
30Ho -Hum Day
31Just another holiday-same reinforcement/ ...generations...
Bear/...His favorite...? blushing deeply!/The Stars
August 20, 2006

Passion of anger
Towards all men
Be he a familiar face or a mere stranger
Always lying, always with conflicting answers
Common men all, common are their whims

Tell a lie as all good men do
From shared beginnings 'till the very end
Confident are they who lie
Running away- once they've gotten from you

Cowards all is each and every man
Slinking away from responsibilities
Promises, dreams, realistic lies
This is man's love-being the best liar he can be possibly

Proud is the liar
Boasting the best to all his peers
Slapping one another's arses
Laughing hysterically as they burst with whimsical farce

Little ladies many
Home shedding tears
Pondering why they aren't getting any
Cowering feelings left unheard as the lying men all jeer
Tee hee, hee haw, wise up all you jennys
The liars have not a care
True love is not for them to know, let alone to share
That's too much for even one M/man to bear

He came to me, claiming that he could not sleep. I knew then, that Evil never rests. But, W/we were at a religious site...only Truth could prevail!!!! Now, neither one sleeps.--------------------------------------

Well, i managed to get thru Friday until now, not having to listen to any lies. That's good, as my virtue remains intact. But, i do feel argumentative. That's why my poetry has been more than likely the kind to piss people off, lately. Better there, than face to face, i suppose. But, being two faced, as i was the last time i spoke with YD, well, that has its drawbacks too. "You can fool some of the people some of the time...but not all of the people, all of the time." Evidently, He picked up on it and hasn't spoken with me since the 4th of May.

So, that's another reason why i can't stop thinking on Him. That whole conversation was a lie, from my end. He was probably seeking the real me, but all He got was the submissive. A half willing slut. But, had been several weeks since He had presented Himself to me! I know...subs aren't supposed to punish Doms, but...let's just say, i tried not to. So, that's why i may have seemed so pretentious...couldn't say what was really going on...just a lot of what i thought His ears liked to hear.

So, if that is why He has never since tried to contact me, as He definitely said He would, i suppose i deserve His Elongated "...will talk with you SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON". I just wonder if that'll be for another 3 mo...or the eternity...making plans without His benefit of T/thought????

I miss that...i really do. It used to be exciting to shop on line with Him. It used to be exciting to hear tell of His favorite TV Programs. But, good God Almighty...i have yet to learn what His favorite M/meal may be...
Stupid, stupid, stupid me! His technique was different...His nor my A/attire no longer mattered to Him-stupid, stupid, stupid me! Left me lingering in the Cold for over 3 mos! WOW!!!! Oh, well...all is fair in Love and love. He prefers to be between other legs...lucky, lucky,lucky others! Very Happy blushing deeply!
Even the Stars are demanding i pull my head up out of the sandholes.......
Dear jennie,
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