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August 6, 2008
Really quick, I have to leave for work in a few minutes.
CYS was here at 9am, on the dot. Really nice lady, she asked a ton of questions, 3 and a half hours worth of questions. She asked us everything from relationships we've had down to if our parents were addicts. She was here till 12:30pm. And... while we were sitting here talking, i got up to get my phone and felt something warm on my chair..(yuck warning) I bled through my pad, it ran down my jeans. I was so embrassed.
She checked the rooms, the bathroom to see if we had running water, looked at what would be Sophie's room, questioned the kids a bit and was gone. So, now its wait and see till next wednesday.
Dave's nerves are shot. lol
Well, Ranger is leaving once DAve gets off work. The lady at the rescue is giving us a hard time. She keeps saying Ranger is older... oh fucking please, he's one. Our paperwork says if we cannot keep him for any reason we can return him. I'm tired of the smell. Mom came in earlier, and after all the cleaning we did, she said she smells piss. I'm done, I've wiped my hands of him. Dave is afraid they will put him down. What can you do?? He wont stop, we did what they told us to do. We cant do anymore. Maybe once he's gone, Smokey will perk back up.
My nerves are shots too.
Ranger is gone.
Dave wasnt too happy about taking him back.
Mom said its the single worst thing she had to do, watch the kids cry their eyes out when Dave left with him.
Guilt. tons of it. I dont even wanna go home.
I have to stop and get cat food on the way home.
I hope he's ok.
I will miss him.