August 21, 2008
No sleep for me because Mom refused to answer her phone, plus with Noah breaking his collarbone, Thank GOD Dave is off tomorrow(today) so i can go home, and get right in to bed and sleep the day away.
Absolutely no desire to write anything down in here the past couple of days. Being private brings me no motivation, not that I'm a star journaler and everyone reads me, but just having it out there gives me something to look foward too, just another thing taken away from me because of him.
Im in a piss poor mood because im here at work. Tired. I don't want to do anything.
I'm up. I got a whole *few* hours of sleep. No where near what I wanted to get. The kids have been yelling and carrying on, thats why im up. What pisses me off is that WHEN its just us here and Dave's a work, they are quiet, I can snooze on the couch. Not today. I made them lunch, and as soon as i eat im crawling back in bed, i have to work tonight.
I'm still pissy about the whole child support bullshit. I called yesterday to ask them to please release my money, coz, its called child support, meaning, I need it NOW, not yesterday. She said it would be released, its not there today. Whats the fucking point of it coming tomorrow, tomorrow is pay day, i need gas today, i need bread today. Fuckers.