|Wine and Popcorn|
July 10, 2018
just a quick entry.
we spent the weekend of july 1 and 2nd doing things in memory of mom. We went up to Niagra Falls and spent the day, she had always wanted to go there. We had a wonderful time, although it was soooo hot.
I miss her so much.
Dee and I went over to her place on father's day to see Paul and give him gifts I had for him. We stayed about 2 hours just talking. Ever since we came home, odd things have been happening around the house.. makes me think that maybe she followed us home. Even if its all in my mind, its nice to know that she's here. in whatever form.
So, I met someone. lol I know, I know. and get this... his name is Marc lol
going into our 3rd week. we started talking june 24th, and I met him June 30th, and we just clicked. like, into place. I have never met someone that I have felt comfortable in my own skin with. I have spent the night a few times at his house, and there's me in my jammies, and tank top, fat rolls and arms sticking out, and I'm cool. I brought it up to him, and he says shut it, if it bothered him he wouldn't have sex with me. and yes, we have, and its good.
He took me a baseball game on Saturday, we had a blast. just joking, kissing, being goobers together. We got back to his place late, walked his dog, showered together, drank wine and ate popcorn together, in the living room, without even turning the tv on. he carried my drunk ass up to bed at one am.
I like him, a lot. He really likes me, too. i hope this works out for me. Can you all say a little prayer for me?
Maybe this is the Marc I'm suppose to be with???