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August 19, 2018
Marc ghosted me. I did nothing wrong. that weekend I spent with him, was wonderful, he asked me to stay sunday night,n we had this wonderful talk, told me he wanted to see where this went between us... he got up Monday, went to work, told me to sleep in, and then head home. Then he suddenly pulled away. I tried and tried to pull him back, and got nothing. So I just stopped. I haven't had a text from him in 2 weeks.
So, Im done for a while. I thought I had something good with him, and it was ripped away from me.
Dee totally screwed me. her and chris refused to pay their bills for july and moved out. So, now im totally screwed. hardly nothing will get paid this month because of them.
I'm just in a bad place right now.
my heart is totally beaten and bruised.
my mind is shot.
I got a job as a driver at Panera... and a job interview for a state job working part time at the local wine store. I hope I get that one, the money is good.
say a pray for me... please. I haven't been this down in a long time.